What is it that I am putting off?
Surely I have examined the issue for a long enough period of time.
Dear reader are you doing what you are meant to do?
What have you put off doing that you should be doing?
First, I don’t call myself a writer, I don’t really call myself anything.
I have dabbled in numerous arts including poetry.
It never occurred to me to “get published.”
I have really never had the desire and yet that is meant to be the goal, isn’t it.
So, back to the “what have you not done that you ought be doing?”
That is my way of putting it on you, giving myself more time, procrastinating a bit more.
My life has been one of learning lessons.
Not just learning lessons as they come, but purposefully seeking out the lessons to learn.
There was a time when twenty-nine that I wished to pursue further spiritual growth.
But God said: If that is so, you will need to stop smoking.” Bummer.
But I did quit because I was more interested at that point in reaching my goal.
So what am I putting off now, today?
I am old now and still learning so why is it so hard to begin this task?
There are so many excuses, I don’t know how, I don’t have time, I don’t want to.
I have done the healing, done the forgiving, gone back, way back in time.
I have the answers. I know why she was the way she was.
So who am I supposed to write about? My mother is dead. My father is dead.
And I know nothing about memoir.
There you have it. How and where do I begin?
Isn’t it a bit presumptuous of me to wish to put this all down on paper?
OK, the computer?
I really, truly do not know.
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